This week I have had the pleasure of having my lovely boys all week, and like any normal parent I want to gouge my ever loving eyes out. That's right I said it. If you are a parent it is normal to want to take out yourself, your family, and anyone within a 10 mile radius. As long as you don't act on it you're golden. Which brings me to my rant of the day society is one of the reason people drown their kids in the tub.
Now I am not saying that society is the only reason that things like offspring drownings happen, but how many parents could get the help they need if they didn't feel like a monster for telling people they have thoughts about shoving their child's dinner down their throat. I've been there, and I've tried everything from breathing to send the child to bed without dinner. I will be honest their have been times where I thought about beating the child's bio-dad with the child himself. Is that evil of me? Eh jury is still out on that. I am; however, sick and tired of people acting like the gosh damn Brady Bunch. I am sorry but if you are not having homicidal thoughts about people(your kids or otherwise) then you are heavily medicated, and if that works for you then "GRRRRRRRREEEEAAAT!!!". All I ask is you don't not treat the rest of us like shit for having our thoughts. I truly believe if people felt like they could explain what they are feeling about their kids or their life without the fear of punishment or judgement then maybe we could lower the number of incidents. Don't get me wrong there are some sick people out there, but for those of us who are just at the end of our ropes we are just looking for a ear to vent to. Let's face it, people, no matter what the age, will annoy the piss out of other people its in our DNA, and sometimes that annoying rash who just happens to be family does not make them being a rash any better. I means there's a reason we don't think "Hmm. This person really annoys the piss out of me oh I wish he/she was related to me".
So bottom line for the normal parents out there, it is perfectly okay to have homicidal thoughts. Now for a serious thought, if you do find it harder and harder not to act on those thoughts please get help. I am not judging you loves, but I have been there and will probably be there again. Hell it part of the reason I started this blog. I am here to give my views on this crazy coster we call parenthood. I am not an expert, nor do I claim to know it all. I am here to let you know that you are not alone. I and countless others know what you are feeling, and if you ever need the extra support just drop a comment and I will reply to you.
Okay a little heavy today so this round of caffiene is on me. *Hugs to you all*.
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